Till the last breath..

Few scars never heal,
no matter how hard you try.
You move on,get busy,smile,talk...communicate to heaps of people
but then there is always an emptiness inside the heart..
The scars which make you  feel the pain of past...
past that once mattered to the most.
The life which was your dream once when comes to an end..a part of you dies with the shattering of those dreams.
You die within but life keeps on moving unfortunately,
Yes,people come and go but when soul dies...it takes a lot of courage to make it alive...
Not always you begin to dream again,
not always your scars heal,
few scars just stay...stay till the time you die...till the last breath......

Split ends free with TRESemme'

My long and wavy hair tied in a neat braid,
A braid with shiny n lustrous hair,simply a split end free braid.
When people used to turn back n look at me twice,
Asking me how do you manage to have a such a split end free braid?
Smiling at them feeling proud to have such a braid,
Thank you mom for giving that pamper to my hair that helped me get this beautiful braid :)
It has been three years since the school life did end,
College life began with awesome new trends,
pony,half tied,open hair or braids,
But one thing is yet the same,
Ma long wavy hair tied up in long split end free braid,
New charming n conditioned hair look is my hair look of everyday :)
Yet people turn astound looking at me,wondering of how perfect is her braid,
Thanks to the new TRESEMME' SPLIT END REMEDY
You helped me stay split end free forever with the forever charming look :)
"When your hair splits up at the ends,the first thought that comes your mind is to get a haircut,but not any more !
TRESEMME'  has the perfect solution to keep your hair beautiful till the ends".

 *P.S This is my entry for TRESEMME split end remedy contest organised by INDIBLOGGER based on my experience with this amazingly miraculous split end free remedy brought to you by TRESEMME' .

Let go...

Life is too short to live with regrets,
someone somewhere said that long ago!
And I guess I can feel the depth of this quote today..
You can't chase people who are meant to leave your life,
all you are born to do is to chase your dreams.
Dreams that would never fade no matter how adverse the times get,
some people do enter our lives but that doesn't mean their presence has a forever trade mark.
You learn lessons..you get hurt..you shed tears..
but then there has to be some end to the darkness of life..
There has to be a time when finally you reach your saturation point..
and that's when you become the" real you"
Everyone lives phases of life for someone ...part of life you call it..love,attachments,care,affection..
All these are part of life aren't they?
But then their does lie an individuality in each bond of life.
You can give up everything in a relationship..but self respect? 
A true bond will never ever take you to a stage where your self respect is at stake.
So when that saturation point comes in your life...it's the time to say "pack up"
How difficult and painful it can be to quit relationships...how much it can effect you in near future is something you can't judge..all you can do is looking at the brighter side of the scenario..
You learn to let go things..you learn to let go people..and most of all you learn to let go the past
"IF you are not happy from within.you cannot keep someone else happy too"
Unconditional love..it exists ,but then there lies the thing called expectations too...
For me expectations have been always from people I have considered special..
You don't expect from strangers..do you?
It is Just you who  knows how much painful it is to let go...but then you know its for the betterment isn't it?
Bad times don't stay forever...good times come too !
God isn't cruel..he is a mere tester..he tests your patience!
With time we all grow up...we grow mature rather..
Life is too short to chase people who don't value you,somewhere,someone does know your real worth...and that someone is on his/her way :)
Life isn't about the final destination..it is about the journey ..the journey you got to cherish..
Happiness,sadness,love,hate,desires,ambitions,ups and downs,traumas and joys,
Its all a mix :) The mix you can never judge or predict..all you can do is accept it gracefully :)
Not all flavours can be bitter after all..sweetness is destined to come some or the other day :)

  *p.s It takes huge courage to speak,understand and follow the logic called 'LET GO",but time is the best healer..you forgive,you trust,you get ditched,you trust again...the life cycle continues..
you can't stop forever after all..let go..live the phase!!! Live the sadness,it taught you and gave you thing called sensitivity,cherish happiness,it made you realize the charm of life,appreciate people who left,they made you stronger,love people who put an effort to make you feel special :) :)

HAPPINESS IS EXPENSIVE

I often find people around me always giving me heaps of suggestions and philosophical one liners about happiness,
some of  them  feel staying sad is my hobby maybe,
You can't really explain to the outer world how the inner sadness can actually cause a complete mental destruction,
People might be there to listen up your problems ,your issues,
but at the end it's only YOU alone who has to deal with the mess of life.
I grew up...I grew mature rather!
How sick sadness can make you make you feel...how disastrous the unhappiness in life can be!
You don't necessarily need heaps of reasons to be happy, but then you need at least one ? 
SOMETIMES things aren't wrong  but then they aren't right too.....may be not right enough to make you happy!!!
Happiness seems so expensive at times,
Happiness seems to be a prolonged hunger...the acute starvation ...
I haven't had my share of happiness till now may be....may be its too late to feel the thing called happiness....or may be my time is yet to begin..
At the end I would say just one thing "Happiness seems to be a myth at times"
 
 

I died within...you made me die..

You and me have come to an end
It has been long since I realized the fact we won't last,
Not that I din't know we were meant to end,
but may be I always tried to keep myself in the false hopes of thing called LOVE,
Post trauma of this breakup has been all the way more devastating although..
Not that I wasn't prepared for it..
but this much pain? ugghh
I feel pity for myself,
Last 5 years have been painful..being with you wasn't full of happiness but yet I found a home in that sadness itself!
I haven't have had the best of prince princess love stories with ya..nor i ever expected much,
But what about the endless efforts that I kept making for this bond of ours'
Life is moving at its fast pace..I am trying to move n catch up too..
But where am I?
Am I moving with it?or am I still stuck with those memories!!
People,friends,strangers all together are trying to make me move on..
I talk to unnecessary people just to divert maslf from the thought of depression!!!
Sooner or later we both will move on..but where is the real me?
Has he ever realized the essence of true me..the real me that has lost!!
He can see me smiling in pictures..he can see me with new friends..
But has he ever realized how pain lies inside me?
Has he ever tried to look inside the depth n see how suffocated I am...
Anyways......
He blames me for everything today..He feels I m not effected..
Can't he ever re-read our old conversations where I literally have begged him for his presence in ma life..
Life won't stop for the regrets I have..nor will it take me back to the past to make corrections!
But what about ma soul's death?
I have died within..I might be in a new life with the passage of time..But will I ever be able to give ma real self to someone again?
One broken relationship can suffocate you to death inside..But why few people can never realize that pain!!
I have suffered for you,with you..
But the pain is endless...your thankless attitude makes it worse!
I don't expect you to say sorry..but I at least expect you to feel the guilt ....The guilt of devastation you have caused....
In the end I have just one thing to say...I loved you like one else would love you ever!! Good luck!Have a great life!

 *p.s It's very important to value the relationships that are present in your life! Stop taking your loved ones for granted..The pain you cause for them is not bearable..believe me! take care all!

Voting using social apps!! well it's true

Indian general elections are about to approach soon,

India!!! country where Democracy prevails,

Democracy:-  Government of the people,by the people,for the people.

How important it is to vote?

How important it is to be the part of a nation which is a democracy?

India!! The country known for its  youth power and the "New generation"

The youth which defines the "X" factor.

How important is it for the youth to vote?

How much significance this youth holds in the growth of our nation

According to the recent reports over 65% of population is below 35 years of age.

India's present state is no more hidden from  young people today,

Youth has the last mile connectivity now-a tangible chance to make a change alive.

The more the young people vote,the more our concerns-modern,secular,progressive-will shape India's agenda.The youth is hence the best way out to break the vicious circle,sign up and vote.

There are hassles involved,but youth needs to rise and show their enthusiasm towards their nation's growth.

It's the time to use your energy #the troubles are small# the advantages are great#

Youth known for their social networking addictions with the changing times can make the most of it from these social networking applications itself.

We chat,whatsapp,line,viber,bbm,twitter,skype

just name it and the young people have all these applications in their phones.

How about voting  through social apps?

fun?easy?dream come true?

You are the change!!! Bring the change,utilize the change,work for the further change!!

Voting was never so easy,the way it has been made for the upcoming generations.

Casting a vote through a social networking app,

flexible,easy to access,less of hassles,more of comfort,more of participation,

Hence SUCCESS!!!!!

It's time to grow!!!grow as a nation,grow as a democracy,grow as humans,

and make INDIA,the upcoming developed economy with the best of government and constituency.

You want growth,governance,graciousness?

Go vote dude!!! Be proud to be the youth!!

THIS POST IS MY ENTRY FOR THE INDIAN GENERAL ELECTIONS WITH SOCIAL APPS CONTEST ORGANISED BY INDIBLOGGER.

The New friend....or may be more than that..

I had left hopes of being happy long ago....
trust me...really long ago...
Call it the miserable phases of life that I faced...or the adverse traumas of depression..
Whatever it was...it was the peak of disappointment life made me  face..
Life has it's own treasures ....well I feel so now..
Reason?? My new friend...friend who is miles away from me...
Friend who for now I cannot see..
But yet his presence is so warm,
He isn't here...nor is he near..
But his words are enough to make me feel the warmth of his friendship...his unconditional care,
being with him feels pure...
being with him feels secure..
I feel the urge to smile endlessly with his presence..
What has happened to me?
Am i falling too fast?or may be it's the time to just flow with this time?
Questions are many...but answer?
Well answer is just one...
YOU :)
Your presence has made me love myself...having you in life has made me realize that how beautiful I am..
This bond that you and me share....Its more than friendship...yet less than love...
I don't have perfect words to describe this bond that you n me share...
But its giving me heaps of happiness ....happiness that I always felt i was deprived of....
In the end I just know..You Make Me Feel Me :)
 *p.s I have been away from ma blog since very long due to my endless study and college stuff :( sorry to all the readers and followers.
This post was dedicated to ma lovable new friend :) AMAN :) love you heaps dumbo :*