Tuesday, March 15, 2016

Does this concept called unlove exists?

Some scars never heal I once wrote,
but somehow I still tried to make myself outgrow of this feeling called love I had for this man I was (am) in love with.
You know what?
There have been times when I actually find myself reading about stuff like moving on, let go, outgrowing people and love.
Typing stuff related to it on google and reading about silly tips and ways.
Sometimes I wonder does this concept called unlove exists? 
Can we ever unlove someone we loved so much once upon a time?
I have spent a really long time thinking about this, trust me. YEARS PROBABLY.
I am still clueless about it though.
May be I love in a way that's too hard to digest for my generation people, but then that's how I am.
There aren't any medians for me when it comes to loving some one.
I don't get this loving but not committing kinda relationships.
Are we really so shallow? That we can't stand by people we once claimed were everything to us.
Do we ever unlove people we loved once?
Someone told me once, leave it on time, you will forget eventually.
But you know what ? There's no amount of time that seems to have any impact on me.
I still stand on the the same path, fighting with myself every single day that I still love but I am not supposed to love anymore.
I need to UN-LOVE this man, I have to.
I wish I will.

P.S It's been months, I've been blogging quite less. Time issues. But today writing after such a long time is making me feel content.
Take care people. 

Monday, January 11, 2016

Mask called smile


Posting after a very long time. Have been really busy with stuff. 
But as they say, it's never too late :) 
Cheers people. Take care