Its not that I haven't known sadness before,
but I haven't known it the way I can feel it now.
I have felt depression before,
but I haven't felt something shattering inside me this way before.
I have let gone people earlier,
but I haven't felt such burden on my heart before.
I have faked a smile before,
but faking smile never felt so much pain before.
Life was never easy,
but it truly never felt like such an agony before.