Strange...

Its not that I haven't known sadness before,

but I haven't known it the way I can feel it now.

I have felt depression before,

but I haven't felt something shattering inside me this way before.

I have let gone people earlier,

but I haven't felt such burden on my heart before.

I have faked a smile before,

but faking smile never felt so much pain before.

Life was never easy,

but it truly never felt like such an agony before.