Baby its love just say yes-part 4

Ping...ma blackberry beeped,a msg on bbm!!
AAKASH-I am sorry sameere!!:( i nva .....i nva knew i ws suffering wd hiv!!
have been unwell since last 10 days but din't bother,after ma tests i found out i m HIV positive,
After hearing ma reports da first thing i thought was yOu,i d k what to say!! i LOVE You ..I nva thought ds love of mine ....it will lead us to death..i m coming to you within nxt 2 days!!
tcr...n i m sorry!! i gave u nothing bt ds damn HIV as ma love :( :(
next 2 days i spent in ma dark room in ma bed shedding tears!
y is he sorry??wat is his fault...i wud ve said same being at his place!
bell rang!!aakash!!.....we hugged!! da warmth was same..bt da passion in hug was dead!!
he held ma hand!! he looked weak!! his eyes pale..his face cmpletely pale!!
Sameera i Don't have da guts to face u!!
AAkash it is nt ur fault!! its r destiny!! i still love u damn it! just stop saying sorry!!
SAMeera i m on a critcal stage!! i dont have much time!!
we both r dieng!! bt m gna be da first one to leave! m here to spend ma last days wd u!!
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AAkash i.....I know sameera...i love u too....dis god!! y he made us meet..come close...fall in love...if such terrible death was r destiny :(
next 40 days we spent together trying talking as much we cud!!spending tym..telling expressing how mch we love...........
he ws in a sacarstic stage!! alot alot mre then me!!
n then may be it ws da tym..
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my eyes open...we r in hospital .i wish it was jst a bad dream...but no....its true..he is taking his final breaths....no i can't let him go..bt wat can i do??
questions hitting ma mind.....no....i cant let him go alone....
he opened his eyes!! hey bebes....dnt cry....may be r love was bit too short but u knw wat..u r an angel..n loving u is something best i ve done...aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh..aakashhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....dnt wry ds pain is ending soon....hey y ur eyes closing sameera!!??
coz letting u go alone was not possible!! wat??wat do u mean honey??
i ve eaten a a bottle of sleeping pills..da hospital room is locked..coz dey can't save u!! n I??i don't wana be saved..i cant live wdout u....aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh sameera r u mad....yea i m...fr u...jst u forever u...
he kept speaking in pain.....n i  slited a kinfe on ma wrist..((u nva know if pills dnt wrk in case)
tears in our eyes...smile i said!!!!!!! i hugged him tight lying on da bed...we r....aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh we r dying together even though we could not live together.....
 i.................aaaaaaaahhhhhhhh i love u sameera.....mmmmmmmmm..oh...i love u too aakash!!
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i kissed him on his lips one last time....
  **note kept aside fr ma sweethrt alisha((u r nt here..i m thankful u not..i was helpless ...living wdout aakash wsnt possible..so dying with him is wat i chose...i love u ma honeybuns..u r an awsm frnd..sis ,room mate!
n nw...stop yelling..:):) find a hot guy..miss me...sexo..i m sorryplz don't cry..:( !!love ya sis))
*p.s life ended but SAMEERA n AAKASH will live forever....TRUE love is endless!!
Be it alive or be it after death!!!!<<< BE SAFE ,BE AWARE,HIV KILLS>>