Story of a Woman-part 2

I went through so much..
I died within each day,
Those bastards kept raping me day n night,
They kept using me throughout,
I could not utter a word,
Ma tears never stopped,
Ma pain was unbearable,
He sold me further to a lady called Mala Bai,
She was a dealer of escorts,
Ma life was gonna be hell I could sense that, with each new breath i took,
I was renamed as Chameli by Mala Bai,
That wasn't ma dream,
I dreamt of an identity given to me by ma so called parents,A name with sign of love that i wished ma parents could have given me,
Two names ..two lives ..two disasters...that isn't a gal's dream when she is born.
But that was a destiny written for me,the harsh destiny because I was born as a female.
I was dressed up as a beauty each day..
But it was of no worth,I was just a mere Dummy who was dressed up so that one can make her the source of Lust..Lust of sex...
I decided to run...run away from the world of women prostitution,
They ran behind me..I kept running...
I was far n far way..but they kept following....
I succeeded but ma life could never be normal..
A women's NGO though took me away when I was seen fainted on a road side..
But life will never be okay..
I am no one today,
I am just patient no.*97 In a mental asylum,
Mental asylum because trauma that i went through is something i can never recover ..
trauma equivalent to death....
I am a no one..
I am a shattered woman who might just end up dying in this asylum,
I m no one for anyone,I am an orphan,
I have no friends,
I lived without love,I will never be a wife..Nor a mother..
I will die as nothing just because "I Was Born As A girl"
 *p.s this story was potrayed by me just to express that females are a form of God,stop killing them..They have a right to live....:(