Saturday, October 20, 2012

The Diary !!

It seems ages since I've been in love with Him,
But yet things seem fading away..
Each day,Each moment!!
I love you beyond everything in this world,I realised that way back..
You do too but your actions hardly show!!
I wana be the most special one,the one who you are scared to loose,
The one you wana hold close forever,
Wana be the priority of your life,Not an option...
Expressing love is what can make love stronger,I've been always explaining this fact to you!!
Acceptance is what make a relation stronger n secure,
Why is it not working?why are complications just worsening!
I m lost just too much lost,
I have been trying hard to make you feel ma importance but it hardly has made any difference!
What do you want?what do you expect is just not visible,
You want me to stay,You can't bear me leave,
But what's the point staying in your life if you are not putting an effort to make me stay!!
If you need me show me.....:(
 *p.s It's COMPLICATED :(:(

15 comments:

  1. hey Palak.... wat is going on wid u....

    yaar c ... der is no point running behind some1 who doesn't even care 4 u.... it's really imp to show/prove ur love frm time to time... bt he is not able to do it.... go talk to him... clear things out yarrr.... else der is no point being in any relationship juz for the sake of it........ i knw it becomes complicated at times.... we start taking each other 4granted.. bt dat happens only for few days/weeks... bt if its not ending i guess you both need to talk or rather i shud say.... need to spend sum tym alone....u knw wat.. spending sum time wid no1 else around.... ignite the fire in him... including you.... nd if he's nt willing to gv u importance.. den..... i guess u knw wat i mean.... m sry if u mind my words..... bt u gotta do it....
    at times distance frm some1 brings u even more closer dan ever.... try dis.... bt u need to be strong Palak.... dun show him dat u can't live in dis world if hes nt around.... jab tak 2m usko apni importance nahi dikhaogi na... tab tak us ladke ko akal nahi aane waali hai... make him feel jealous... dat yeah... u can be happy wid him or widout him.... trust me.. it will work... it always had.....

    chalo enuf of gyan..... dun wry.. everything wud be alryt....

    Keep Smiling.... Bless You... Tc...

    @Sandy.............

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    1. u knw dats wat i call a buddy :) we ve nver even takd like...bt thru ma mere wrds u can understand everyth m goin thru n it makes me feel just too special..i d k wts wrng in us!!! everytym i decide to ignore..i fail yar n i knw ds :( bt yet i hope thngs wrk yar :(

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  2. hey Palak... u call me ur buddy ... ryt.... let me ask u a question.. r u sure abt it.... haan..... den u gotta trust my words abt wat m saying to u yarrr..... hv faith nd patience & leave ur fate in the hands of destiny...gv urself sumtym.... think... think abt urself nd ur relation....nd yeah dun get too tensed abt it yaar....it is lyf....u hv to go thru every phase of it na.... hamesha 1 jaisa tym nahi rehta na Palak....bt still u need to take a break... juz to find out wat exactly u want...... u said dat "everytym i decide to ignore..i fail yar ...".... dis is wat makes him take u 4granted......aisa hota hai Palak.....wid every1....juz dun call/sms a whole day... i knw its gonna be very hard... bt tryyyyyy yarr, u really want results na... den trust me..... chahe kuch bhi ho jaye mat karna.... juz wait nd watch.... dekho uska reaction kya hota hai... in case uska phone aaye to be strong nd say "bsy hu, will tak 2 u later".....mujhe pata hai... bht mushqil hota hai ye karna.... bt i think nw its tym u need to test ur relation....next day bhi khud se call mat karna.....uska phone aane do..... be strong.... trust me... aisa karo... 1-2 din me wo khud frustate ho jayega... iske 2 hi results honge... either u both will get too close or else u'll get to knw ki wo pyar karta bhi hai ya nahi.....nd haan dun fail dis tym yarr...har baar 2m usko phone/sms kar deti ho to uske man me yahi baat aati hai.... "arey ye to hai na mere paas, kahin nahi jaa rahi hai ye"... i knw m being blunt bt dis is the fact.....(agar 2mhare BF ne ye sab padha na to he'll kill me,)......nd yeah everything happens 4 a reason......trust me.....

    chalo ab bht likh liya... thoda kaam karta hu ofyc me nahi to Manager bhaga dega mujhe....hehe......
    arey haan...... yaar in case u want to connect wid me.... meri blogger profile k thru u can.....mai karta bt 2mhare profile me koi link hi nahi di hai....der u can find links to my various social networking sites/email... etc.... baaki as u wish.... :) :)

    aur haan.... no matter hw hard the myt be the situation.... juz dun 4get to....... :) :)

    Keep Smiling.... Bless You.... Tc... :) :)

    @Sandy.......

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    1. ol i can do reading is saying yoh gnnaaa try :) n yes can give loads of smiles :) :) u care too much u knw :)

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    2. gr8888...... try , try n try... until u succeed..... nd yeah i knw... its in my nature....

      Keep Smiling.... Bless You.... Tc...

      @Sandy.............

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  3. Heres wishing your wishes are fulfilled!
    Cheers!

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  4. Seems written in a depression..,,
    well a tale of worthless efforts..,,
    may u get what u want..,,
    :)

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    1. yea..bad times u knw!! glad u take out tym 2 read ma blog :) thnx fr ur wishes :)

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    2. Well your writing genre is 1 of mine fav..,,
      Waiting for the next post..,,
      lets hope then it wont be of same emotion as this is..,,
      :)

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    3. :) :) surely :) thnx again !!

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  5. Different post!
    I once began to nurture diary writing habit. It started with poetries and began writing daily events of my life. Later, it went on to become less personal when I began to write once in a week and eventually, once in a month and later I stopped writing.
    Nowadays, I just type reminders and notes in my smartphone. :D

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    1. hehehe dats called becoming hi-tech :D thnku fr ur comment,keep visiting !!

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