she kept testing her patience but finally she gave up,
she stayed quite as much she could..
she din't reveal her sadness even though it was a hell that she was going through,
no one cared about how worse she felt inside,
no one seemed pleased with what she wanted to say through her eyes,
no one had a pinch of time for her...
her parents kept busy....
her friends were a bunch of self obsessed creatures..
the guy she loved left her alone behind..
where would have she gone..what would have she said...
she kept waiting..creating da fake faith inside dat may be one day things will go well
may be one day people will realize how genuine i am..
her wait was a long one...
each night she cried a million of tears...
having thousands of questions in her heart n mind..
was i not a gud human?
was i not a good daughter?
was i not a true friend?
wasn't i the best girlfriend?
her answers kept shaterring with each new day..
but finally she decided to give up..
coz she just doesn't has da power to bear..more
she had it enough..
she tried enough..
she cried enough...n thats it..may she had suffered enough..
may b finishing the life was da only option left..
writing da suicide note note her hands trembeled....bt wiping off her tears she finnaly wrote-
"" hey mom finally da irritating daughter is going away...""
""hey dad u r a sweetheart n i care fr u alot just take care ...don't smoke much it l harm u PAA""
""hey bestie i knw u cared n still do but yar no more nw! u take care dost.u r da best..""
""hey othr frnz....da gal u did make fun off n may be nvr ever cared for..is going away frvr..so tata..live well..i l still wsh u ol a good luck""
""hey LOVE..i dont't have da end words for u..i l still say i really love you... just take care n find a nice partner for you...for whom u l truly care....bbye love ..u were da bst thing dat happend to me in this entire life...""
p.s don't cry for me anyone !!!coz...
may be for u all i wasn't worth anything!! not even your tears
!!!but you all were ma everything!!
and da knife slit her wrist..
da blood flowed..
she cried even in her last minute....
but dat was all......may be this end was meant to be!