Those nights

Short story#1

Where am I?

You learn while you grow,
you get to know alot while you grow they say.
Not everything is worth knowing but then sometimes life has its own way of teaching you things.
Childhood,teenage and then you become an adult.
Seeking attention.trying to do all you can to fit in,learning the aspect called survival of the fittest.
But sometimes this journey of 'fitting in' becomes so disastrous that you start losing yourself in this never ending journey.
How long can you do things to make people love you?
they say love is unconditional but then why are we endlessly doing things and making efforts in order to become the way they want us?
Aren't these so called conditions which they still call as unconditional love?
What is unconditional in this?
How far are we gonna keep loving them and keep losing our individuality?
I feel so lost at times inspite being in huge crowds of people....friends,special ones...
Seems like I am doing it all to be with them but then where is the real me?
Those late nights where I cry and moan in silence,
asking myself what am I exactly doing with my life...
but then that's the choice we make I tell myself,
and sleep with another bunch of unanswered questions.............

Somethings never make sense

Somewhere in those dark rooms I still cry,
I cry for those broken pieces of mine which probably I left inside you when you left.
Somewhere during those full moon nights I still look at that moon for hours and hours missing how I dreamt of spending these beautiful nights with you by my side.
Somewhere while dressing up I still miss you seeing me with those deep eyes that wanted me completely with that essence called 'forever mine'
Somewhere while I drive on those roads we travelled on together I miss our togetherness....I miss us..
Somewhere whenever I close my eyes I see you and that's when I feel sleeping forever is far better than waking up to this harsh reality of drifiting paths.
   *P.s some things never make sense,some chasings never end!