Knew the fact that you are gonna let me go..
But the foolish me kept hoping....
Hoping for you to change..
Change in a way that I always desired for..
It seems so illogical when I think how madly I chose the path for myself..
Path that I knew had no destination...
Destination that I thought would be my dreamland...
You have easily left..
Left the world I created for us...
It's my immaturity that has brought me to this phase..
I can't blame you..
Nor can I blame this destiny..
Whom am I to blame this for??
Ma dumbness?my senseless love?
My over expecting attitude?or is it me??
YES...the sole and the only reason is me..
Tuff to decide :(
ReplyDeletehey noopur..hw hav u been? i m vei sry fr sch late reply :(
ReplyDeletend yea u very right...its actually very tough indeed :/
u knw Palak, d moment wen in our heart sumthing starts pinching nd d result is uneasiness in our relation wid the better half, at dat tym u start feeling sumthing is nt ryt, its lyk ur heart is tearing apart, d worst part is we can't do anything apart frm one only damm thing "Hope", a hope dat everything will be alryt, no matter wat i'll keep myself calm nd patient , wud try my level best to make sure dat d person whom I love doesn't leave me half way down d lyf.... i knw hw it feels "HOPE", its the worst word in english dictionary..... bt few things r juz meant to be, u can't help, bt 1 thing m damm sure abt it, we shudnt blame ourselves 4 anything dat doesnt go in our favor, no matter wat never blame urself , u gave ur 100% in a relation or even more dan dat bt if d other one doesn't understands nd leaves u den it his fault, nd in return juz "Shine Like a star" so dat whenever he looks up in d sky wud regret d most precious nd shining Star frm d Sky......
ReplyDeletend yeah ofcourse another worth reading post frm my favryt blogger... :) :)
Keep Smiling, God Bless You, Tc
@Sandy...........
welcome back ma favourite blogger buddy :)
Deleteand i wonder how come u connect to posts soo well...n everytym u guess thngs m going thru sooooo well :(
and indeed u r ryt..i gave ma 100%....n now...i hav moved beyond d wrd called hope..n i wish,...dat i keep expectations from sm1 in future only wen sm1 is worth it :) :)
nd u keep visiting :) u knw na,,,ur comments make ma blog worth :) tcr :) god bless :)