FORGIVENESS

I am not god,
I am not a decider.
I have no power  to rule ,
but yet inspite everything forgiving you is what i really wana do,
it was'nt so easy,
it really was tough,
but yet inspite everything forgiving you was must,
da screams of my tears u could nva even hear,
da darkness of ma life din't even gave you fear,
sorrows that surrounded me, u can't even imagine,
but yet inspite everything forgiving you was a must,
I could nva deny  that i love you,
I could nva deny that ma breaths last in you,
i could nva deny that care for you can't be killed,
you went away leaving me behind so far,
running away so far as if you were never ever mine,
your memories kept coming making ,me cry for you,
oh baby you don't even know those millions of tears that i cried for you,
yet wen u came back ma heart skipped a beat,
inspite all that u did  ma heart still feels,
coz even wen u were not there,
not even a single day went without dose weeps,
i loved you each moment even wen u din't,
u r da man with whom i really wana live with,
inspite whatever you did,
i wana trust you ,
coz dres nothing else i wana do,
dat is why forgivivg you is what i really wana do! I LOVE YOU!