FORGIVENESS

I am not god,
I am not a decider.
I have no power  to rule ,
but yet inspite everything forgiving you is what i really wana do,
it was'nt so easy,
it really was tough,
but yet inspite everything forgiving you was must,
da screams of my tears u could nva even hear,
da darkness of ma life din't even gave you fear,
sorrows that surrounded me, u can't even imagine,
but yet inspite everything forgiving you was a must,
I could nva deny  that i love you,
I could nva deny that ma breaths last in you,
i could nva deny that care for you can't be killed,
you went away leaving me behind so far,
running away so far as if you were never ever mine,
your memories kept coming making ,me cry for you,
oh baby you don't even know those millions of tears that i cried for you,
yet wen u came back ma heart skipped a beat,
inspite all that u did  ma heart still feels,
coz even wen u were not there,
not even a single day went without dose weeps,
i loved you each moment even wen u din't,
u r da man with whom i really wana live with,
inspite whatever you did,
i wana trust you ,
coz dres nothing else i wana do,
dat is why forgivivg you is what i really wana do! I LOVE YOU!

THE CUP OF COFFEE I HAD WITH YOU

 
Even though m trying hard  not to think about you,
yet something or da other keeps on happening that makes me remember you,
even though m trying hard to stay strong ,
yet ds life makes me remember you in some or da other part,
strangely today while making coffee for maslf,
i could imagine you in ma coffee,
how is dat possibe dat i can miss you even in a cup of coffee,
then i remembered da tyms bck we spent,
our coffee date at cafe coffee day,
da date was best i can bet,
today is da day you r not around,
but yet i can remember dat cup of coffee i had with you,
you made me feel complete da tyms bck,
n today see..
its just me n ma cup of coffee alone :(

I WONDER WHAT WENT WRONG IN US

My heart wonders what went wrong in us..
my heart wonders why things became so apart in us..
i loved you completely with purity in my heart..
thats why my heart wonders why things went so apart in us..
life seems a stopped way where thing called life does'nt exist..
life seems to ve lost its colours because of incompleteness i carry with me,
ol what  i m left with is to ask ma heart..what actually went wrong in us..
i love you is the thing i could never deny,
you loved me too is somthing on which i really had relied,
why da things went so apart...in us..
making you mine was ma dream..
calling you mine was a dream come true..
but why you went away is the question of worry..
imagination of life without you itself is a worry..
at the end m left alone just thinking inside ma heart..
what actually went wrong in us..why the things went so apart in us!
                    Dedicated for some1 who needs to realize that its tough to find sm1 who truely loves you..so take care of ur loved possessions before you loose them!