Those nights

Short story#1

Where am I?

You learn while you grow,
you get to know alot while you grow they say.
Not everything is worth knowing but then sometimes life has its own way of teaching you things.
Childhood,teenage and then you become an adult.
Seeking attention.trying to do all you can to fit in,learning the aspect called survival of the fittest.
But sometimes this journey of 'fitting in' becomes so disastrous that you start losing yourself in this never ending journey.
How long can you do things to make people love you?
they say love is unconditional but then why are we endlessly doing things and making efforts in order to become the way they want us?
Aren't these so called conditions which they still call as unconditional love?
What is unconditional in this?
How far are we gonna keep loving them and keep losing our individuality?
I feel so lost at times inspite being in huge crowds of people....friends,special ones...
Seems like I am doing it all to be with them but then where is the real me?
Those late nights where I cry and moan in silence,
asking myself what am I exactly doing with my life...
but then that's the choice we make I tell myself,
and sleep with another bunch of unanswered questions.............

Somethings never make sense

Somewhere in those dark rooms I still cry,
I cry for those broken pieces of mine which probably I left inside you when you left.
Somewhere during those full moon nights I still look at that moon for hours and hours missing how I dreamt of spending these beautiful nights with you by my side.
Somewhere while dressing up I still miss you seeing me with those deep eyes that wanted me completely with that essence called 'forever mine'
Somewhere while I drive on those roads we travelled on together I miss our togetherness....I miss us..
Somewhere whenever I close my eyes I see you and that's when I feel sleeping forever is far better than waking up to this harsh reality of drifiting paths.
   *P.s some things never make sense,some chasings never end!

The letters that I never sent~part 1

To the man I loved the most,
Its been a while now since we decided to stay apart,
but trust me these days have been more or less like ages,
Its not that I haven't been breathing or eating,
but somehow all this seems to be a mere compulsion now.
I know we are over,
I tell that to myself every night before sleeping....I don't remember when waiting to get some sleep din't turn from night to morning,
Sleepless seems to be just a word that can certainly describe the beginnings of my trauma
You were right baby,
you became everything that I ever wanted in my life,
and when you are gone,
its like losing the entire world in one moment.
I don't know how are you now,
but I seceretly sometimes wish you miss me too.....
I think I still love you.......
With love
From the woman who loved you the most

I lost him though I love him

The myth called love has finally come to an end,
It seems like ages have passed since I was living in that illusion called love which ended on a shattering note.
I don't regret the love I had for that man,
but I surely do sleep with a feeling of defeat every night.
Why was I never enough?
Why was I too hard to love...and most of all why we couldn't last.
With him the answers are gone too.
My questions would probably stay unanswered forever.
I would never be able to trace those reasons of why things deteriorated inspite those beautiful beginnings.
Were those beginings meant to fade?
Weren't those beginnings supposed to create a never ending love.
Why am I not good enough to make him stay?
Was I nothing ever?
Will we ever meet again?
Will I feel his touch again?
Will these memories ever fade away?
Will the survival be easy?
Will he regret and realize?
Will he ever make an attempt to get things back to the way they were?
"NO" the mind said.....


..................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................".I lost him though I love him".............................Said the heart
       ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~THE END~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Weight loss+summers=Sounds perfect

Summers are known to be the best time for losing those extra kilograms we all generally put on during the winters.Thanks to those fried cutlets,french fries and most of all Aloo ka paranthas full of oil.

But summer is the kick start to pull up the socks and bring the body back into shape by losing that stubborn fat and toning the body at its best.

 Eat healthy,exercise regular,lose weight is what they say.

Well youngsters have been constantly adopting the idea of crash diets in order to lose weight faster but is that really a good deal?

I mean yes you do lose weight fast in maximum cases but is that how the body is to be nurtured?

Your body is a delicate machinery,you need to pamper it,nurture it in an extremely healthy manner.

Moreover crash diets are something you cannot really follow in the long run as it tends to weaken the immune system and might lead to malfunctioning of other body functions too upto a certain extent while on the contrary if an individual adopts a balanced diet he/she will not have to face the consequences of weakness,bouncing back of weight.

In the case of crash diets not only we starve ourselves but also somehow deprive ourselves from the vital nutrients which our body requires.

A well-balanced diet provides the right vitamins, minerals and nutrients to keep the body and mind strong and healthy. Eating well can also aid in the prevention of a variety of diseases and health problems, as well as helping to maintain a healthy body weight, providing energy and promoting a general feeling of well-being.

   A balanced diet is very important to the immune system, helping to ensure that the vitamins, minerals, and other nutrients necessary to its efficient function are available.

One of the most noticeable benefits of a balanced diet is energy. Keeping your body fuelled with the right proportions of vitamins, minerals and nutrients can give you the energy you need to make the most of your day.

Crash diets are not only hard to follow but also cause a lack of energy in the body which thus in many cases lowers the metabolism rate and instead of losing weight some individuals might start to gain weight,thus ruining the weight issue even more.

   Crash diet not only has adverse effects on the physical front but also might affect the mental health of an individual.

According to various researches people who opt for crash diets experience worse mood swings due to the restrictions on the kind of food a person can take.

 On the contrary consumption of balanced diet  makes you more productive,you will be happier,you will be less stressed,you will eat less yet healthy and nutritious,you will live longer and last but not the least most importantly you will lose weight in a right manner.

Summing up on the note-Eat healthy,don't hinder the consumption of those vital nutrients and shedding weight would be much easier and simpler.

Stay fit feel young

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