I lost him though I love him

The myth called love has finally come to an end,
It seems like ages have passed since I was living in that illusion called love which ended on a shattering note.
I don't regret the love I had for that man,
but I surely do sleep with a feeling of defeat every night.
Why was I never enough?
Why was I too hard to love...and most of all why we couldn't last.
With him the answers are gone too.
My questions would probably stay unanswered forever.
I would never be able to trace those reasons of why things deteriorated inspite those beautiful beginnings.
Were those beginings meant to fade?
Weren't those beginnings supposed to create a never ending love.
Why am I not good enough to make him stay?
Was I nothing ever?
Will we ever meet again?
Will I feel his touch again?
Will these memories ever fade away?
Will the survival be easy?
Will he regret and realize?
Will he ever make an attempt to get things back to the way they were?
"NO" the mind said.....


..................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................".I lost him though I love him".............................Said the heart
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