Made For each other

It wasn't so easy nor was it tough,
What all it took was the essence of love,
I was young,so were you,
You took the step I just followed you,
You held ma held,We passed phases too,
It seemed a dream,
A dream come true,
It was LOVE,Love that grew,
All it was about we,just me n you,
Walking paths with no fear or gloom,
Sitting beside for an hour or two,
Hugging long and holding me like glue ,
Pissing me off and apologizing too,
Looking into ma eyes saying "  I Love you"
Lying in ma lap saying Wana grab you :D
Your naughty pranks to your annoying craps wohohoohoh,
Your endless apologies to drama mess huhuhuhhu,
It's all adoreable,awesome i can say
We together the adorable mess :p
  *p.s You n me are meant to be :) Made For Each Other :) :)

The Diary !!

It seems ages since I've been in love with Him,
But yet things seem fading away..
Each day,Each moment!!
I love you beyond everything in this world,I realised that way back..
You do too but your actions hardly show!!
I wana be the most special one,the one who you are scared to loose,
The one you wana hold close forever,
Wana be the priority of your life,Not an option...
Expressing love is what can make love stronger,I've been always explaining this fact to you!!
Acceptance is what make a relation stronger n secure,
Why is it not working?why are complications just worsening!
I m lost just too much lost,
I have been trying hard to make you feel ma importance but it hardly has made any difference!
What do you want?what do you expect is just not visible,
You want me to stay,You can't bear me leave,
But what's the point staying in your life if you are not putting an effort to make me stay!!
If you need me show me.....:(
 *p.s It's COMPLICATED :(:(

Quote$ are sometimes just more than enough to say everything!!!

                                    Quotes!!! A beautiful creation to express!      Love,Care,disasters,Depression,Excitement,anger,Friendship,Joy,Success,Inspiration,parents,God,Nature!
Quotes can define everything,anything with simplicity :) so Here's another collection of quotes i've got for ma followers n viewers.Hope u love them too. :)
*p.s With each new post of mine on this blog,I get more n more of love from everyone. Thanx a ton to everyone out there:)

       

Story of a Woman-part 2

I went through so much..
I died within each day,
Those bastards kept raping me day n night,
They kept using me throughout,
I could not utter a word,
Ma tears never stopped,
Ma pain was unbearable,
He sold me further to a lady called Mala Bai,
She was a dealer of escorts,
Ma life was gonna be hell I could sense that, with each new breath i took,
I was renamed as Chameli by Mala Bai,
That wasn't ma dream,
I dreamt of an identity given to me by ma so called parents,A name with sign of love that i wished ma parents could have given me,
Two names ..two lives ..two disasters...that isn't a gal's dream when she is born.
But that was a destiny written for me,the harsh destiny because I was born as a female.
I was dressed up as a beauty each day..
But it was of no worth,I was just a mere Dummy who was dressed up so that one can make her the source of Lust..Lust of sex...
I decided to run...run away from the world of women prostitution,
They ran behind me..I kept running...
I was far n far way..but they kept following....
I succeeded but ma life could never be normal..
A women's NGO though took me away when I was seen fainted on a road side..
But life will never be okay..
I am no one today,
I am just patient no.*97 In a mental asylum,
Mental asylum because trauma that i went through is something i can never recover ..
trauma equivalent to death....
I am a no one..
I am a shattered woman who might just end up dying in this asylum,
I m no one for anyone,I am an orphan,
I have no friends,
I lived without love,I will never be a wife..Nor a mother..
I will die as nothing just because "I Was Born As A girl"
 *p.s this story was potrayed by me just to express that females are a form of God,stop killing them..They have a right to live....:(

Our love is 2 Years old(Happy Anniversary)

Two years of togetherness,
Two years of Love,
Two years of passion,
The passion of love!!
Times of joy,times of laughters,
Times of smiles,Times of fights turning disasters,
Times that made me happy with you by ma side,
Times that gave me tears when you said good-bye,
We loved,we fought,
We fought,we loved,
But all that remained was the intensity of true love,
We crib,we shout,WE make fun,we annoy,
We irritate like hell,at da same time wait for the peaceful bell,
We change,we remain same,
We expect,we shatter,
But all that stayed was the Expectation of a love never ending,
We hugged with the warmest touch,We touched with a tender rub,
We kissed like it was our first always,
we mixed our emotions into a meaningful relationship always,
Two years passed by by being you n me as US,
Two years passed by teaching us the meaning of TRUE US,
I am grateful to you for all that you gave,for all that you did for me,
And most of all for giving me the most precious jewel of life "YOURSELF"
Happy anniversary to us ma love :) happyyy two years!!LOVe ya <3
 *p.s i pray that may this bond last forever n ever!
 A forever that will never fade.....no matter how complex things become...
 Love will be present olws ...in all times,be it calm,be it war..It might seem invisible,but at da end it will last!

Stop being ruthless,stop rapes!

Ma mornings these days are being unusual !!
Unusual beyond something called Scary !!
Reason being?? the ruthless people residing in this society.
Today morning waking up made me almost die,Why? because of newspaper.
The first news That THE CHANDIGARH TRIBUNE READ was 5 year OLD GIRL RAPED !!!!
Tears in ma eyes made realize that You are alive!!!!
How could someone?? how can some be so insensitive?
5 years?? a child..a small baby girl who just was in her childhood targeted for what?? for thirst??for lust?for Sex?
Why?? ma mind kept asking me this..it has been 6 days that i m hearing one or two girls being raped everyday in A city like chandigarh???
Where are our morals going?? if rules imply on girls then do men get the benefit of raping??
a child?? Damn it!! doctors say that the girl was too small ...and her trauma is beyond imagination!
The ruthless 2 men raped her so harsh that her lower abdomen organs tore apart!!
How will she ever forget?how will she face the society? A kid! a kid meant to play,meant to be cheerful is suffering from disastrous trauma! Trauma of??? trauma of hatred she will never get out of!!
Hatred for men !!!
Men are making us hate them.
I feel sick of the cruel n stone hearted people who have this mentally sick attitude !
Life is beyond this thing called Sex!!!
God has made us to love people not to use them,hurt them,exploit them.
Parents are scared for their daughters, they are helpless,Where is independence??
Where is freedom??
If freedom can make you a target of Rapes ! Who will love freedom?
Wake up people!!!!!! It's getting serious each day,we need to live!! WE girls Make this world complete.
Stop hurting n using us!! We are Daughters,Mothers,sisters,wifes.
MAke us proud to be a Girl ,Rather than making us regret that why we were born as girls.
 *p.s I pray for everyone who has been a victim of this serious issue! I hope of their well being n i believe that god has his own ways!! And no cruel fake n criminal people are forgived be all mighty ever!!
                    LOVE Girls ,RESPECT Them,CARE for them, n most of all VALUE them!!

Story Of a woman-Part 1

I am a nameless creature who was punished because of being born as a girl!!
I am a nameless creature whose unknown parents left her at a railway platform!Why?
Because I was a Girl!! A girl who was born to live, was dumped in a messy smelly dustbin of a railway platform!
I don't know how my tiny body survived,nor do i want to know how I did,
I just know the man who took me out from there after he saw tons of crows sitting on ma body,and blood on their beaks!
May be it was destiny someone saw me! A small little body of merely 5 days lying in a bin in a cloth not so covered!
He took me out and gave me a home!
He gave me a name "payal"
He made me aware of the fact that i was a polluted one who was thrown Coz I AM A GIRL!
He made me work like a maid at his house but I din't mind,after all I was just an unknown liability on him!
Moment i turned 8 I considered him as a big brother,i considered him as a family!
But things are not so perfect as they seem!
He bought me home because he was a man with thirst Of money,Money and most of all SEX!
He raped me everyday,every night!
He feeded me like i was a mere slut!
He made me live on water for long times..
I was 8.But life made me learn almost all in that "not so childhood"
People came and went!
They came,used me..paid for it and went off!
I was pale,weak,ma lower abdomen was almost lapsed!
3 long years i was used,by infinite number of people!
not even a single one of those shrewd men thought how such small girl is being used by a bastard,
He earned lots with ma body!
Ma life was dark! shattered beyond all levels
He accomplished his targets Of MONEY AND SEX BOTH!
 *p.s life is just too dark for women still and no one can realize their pain. will be back with part 2 soon describing the never ending miseries of this woman!